Saturday, December 15

Erin

"I don't aim to be perfect, but everything else matters. 
I'm scared of rejection. I'm scared of loss. I'm scared of being replaced.
I'm scared that if I don't turn out to be who everyone expects me to be, I'd lose everyone. 
Sounds like a pathetic plea for attention, but it's not. 
This fear is real. 
This fear is irrational, but you bet your ass it's real. 
And it haunts me.
And I hate it. 
It makes me feel so weak, but I can't run away from it."

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