Finally had the guts to tell my dad. Took me a year plus. Fuck, I win all award for being such a tough cookie.
Tips: Tell yourself it is no use because you are alone. You born alone, you die alone.
Bloody hell, that worked very well.
Anyway, I don't regret telling him. I thought I would but nah. He gave me a prep talk and told me things that calmed me down. My dad's such a great mofo.